Monthly Archives: August 2017

Penny Swallow

the shadow stretches long across months every man i meet has your smile laced with ambivalence i see it in my own reflection things end. i know things end. it tastes like metal and ocean salt and lime and blood … Continue reading

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Things I Learned From You -3

What my soul is made of Who I really am Who I need to be How to be my own best friend, partner, lifemate What trust looks like and does not look like The importance of reliability, consistency, and being … Continue reading

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Health

I don’t date anymore. I have multiple romantic and sexual friendships that could end at any time that id be ok with ending. And I’m a lot happier. I don’t consider this poly and I don’t consider it dating. It’s … Continue reading

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Small Mercy

some truths ripen in the after the length of time stretches forever forward a ribbon of cloud left behind by the moment; it curves the sky into a past, and a future the now is the now it is not … Continue reading

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Centre button poetry

pretty much all of the time but it’s not foolproof method to the point where we are not interested right to exist on this land is a good exercise in mirroring hi m e xperiencing I am not getting out … Continue reading

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whatever

whatever it was I loved you as imperfectly and as truly as any person does or can or love and like all love at the end of all the tired days it does not matter and will never matter that … Continue reading

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otherside

i am on the otherside of it all now none of the old songs creep up in my throat i haven’t listened to any in months and when i did tonight and felt nothing ┬áif we met now we would … Continue reading

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Only a Witch

only a witch knows how to feel pain without feeling hurt

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Memory Fruit

I remember the gentle way your heart fluttered butter soft apple peel scent, soft first against my ear and against my smile and against my fingers and against in the end my knife words we met each other too young … Continue reading

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secure attachment

i am not traumatised not hurt not a beggar or a soldier not in pain not joyful not happy not sad not angry not broken not a token not depressed not anxious not harmed not harmful not empty not numb … Continue reading

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