Monthly Archives: September 2017

after you

no one will take care of me. no one wants me to take care of them. and life is simpler like this. i feel decluttered after you. the bare window bones curtainless and new after a bleach wash the house feels … Continue reading

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elephant song

Virginia woolf’s suicide note to her husband feels like it’s pulled from my diary – the old pages and thankfully not the new, but the complete sureness of her partner’s Goodness, the complete assured sense of her own Lack echoes … Continue reading

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the body is always cleverer

the body is always cleverer than the mind, the blood carries some message to and from the tongue telephone broken rotary string thin cups around the corner feet on sidewalks, lost along the way, some sense of the heart – … Continue reading

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fuckedup

people are so fucked up. do you ever think about it? how people, on the inside – how everyone is the same mishmesh of confused organs crying about some stupid time years ago, or a week ago, or a minute … Continue reading

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everyone will leave you/never doubt this

I think about the unnaturalness of loving nowadays, the way I have been robbed of connecting naturally and easily with my whole heart, it has shrunk 3 times its size a walnut heart did you know robots run on walnuts … Continue reading

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Winter Bones

//ROS: We might as well be dead. Do you think death could possibly be a boat? GUIL: No, no, no … Death is … not. Death isn’t. You take my meaning. Death is the ultimate negative. Not-being. You can’t not-be … Continue reading

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Promise

I turned around to see you who I left behind unfairly I taste hope and honesty again in my mouth when a memory of you flutters teardrops against my eye Nothing hurts anymore except your heart beating clenched against a … Continue reading

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Iron Woman

Leave those who impose an ugliness onto your face; when your face shifts into that strange polite smile made out of stone, the cold glass ball instead of the friendly open eye, the slithering wall of lizard skin and metal … Continue reading

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Boundaries and Setting Terms

The older you get, the more control of your life you have, a few things start to happen: 1. You get to set the terms of what your life looks like in terms of interpersonal connections (if nothing else). People can … Continue reading

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Shake

shake off the people who do not understand your worth, they are apples rotting on your branches in the autumn; they were not chosen in time – envy ferments them late in the season shake them free and let them … Continue reading

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